PossiblyKona...?

Graduation.

Wow. The day finally came huh? if you're wondering how it went, well it wentt as expected, bestt day of the entire years I've been in annd to into and out that school. Although I do feel a bit sad which doesnt make sense but yk. Will I miss it? I'll admit, a bit, I mean I did have good memories too, ALSO THEY GAVE ME 2 METALS LESGOOOOOOOOOOOOHWFUIVKBKLWBGFJKberkjbfknel.gnlnm Goodbye Middle School.

3 Days Left.

3 days left before graduation, now, yes I am aware about how I said I ABSOLUTED HATED SCHOOL. Which, I do! But, whether I feel this way because I'm finally realizing whats actually happening and letting it sink in, or because of nostalgia or whatever, I still feel a bit sad, now will I miss it? Well, If I must be honest just a bit, now this doesnt mean I'd go through it again, middle school ruined me, BUT, I'd be lying if I said I hadnt had a fun time here and there, tbh if I had to say which grade was the worst and best, I'd say (Best to worst) 6th, 8th, 7th. Now I dont personally think i'll ever like this school, or (Most of) the people in it, but I still feel a bit... weird? I mean yes I'm happy I'm going to high school (And although a few kids from my middle is gonna be in my high school I just hope they arent in the same classes as me or js forget abt me) it just feels, well I'm not sure, well this was my yap session for now, Kona, signing out.

First Yap Session :>

Suprise, suprise! After a few days I've F I N A L L Y made the blogging page where I can finally have my first blog!!!!! Anyways minor disclaimer, this will be me spilling my E N T I R E feelings so there's prolly gonna be things you dont understand, dont care about, things that might seem disturbing, my language, etc, etc, etc, but at the end of the day it IS MY diary, journal, wtv right? So either face the glitch or LOG OFF.


Alr so middle school... Sighh... Well THANK FUCKING GOD ITS ENDING IN A FEW WEEKS, I dont think you understand the H E L L I WENT THROUGH GOING TO THAT FUCK ASS COCK ROACH INFECTED BUILDING WITH THOSE FUCKASS BUM ASS KIDS, and I thought it'd be a good ol' idea to yap about it into this lil' site that was actually supposed to be a testing site oringally, although now it's a site to express myself! Anyways! Imma start with most of the expreinces that I can remember going through 3 years of hell. (Also obviosuly I wont share too much since this IS a public site and I still want SOME privacy which I know doesnt make too much since to ask for privacy when I'm making a diary a public site where E V E R Y O N E CAN VIEW but yk)

Middle School: Smooth sailing to a storm

6th Grade:


Going down memory lane for this :X, so 6th grade was from what I can remember pretty good, expect for like maybe late mid and late 6th, Ill list a few situations that I can remember from it.


Roumors! So I knew roumors were a thing in middle school, but I did NOT EXPECT for it to happen to me, from what I know (Or atleast I think I know) These roumors didnt go too far, but still wild that it happened (For context: Some girl from elementry was my friend until when we were playing tic tac toe with another friend, it was a tie, BUT I saw that the shapes kinda made a dick shape, and me being inmature made a joke about it, I also made a pen 15 [Not the show] joke, Im assuming that somehow made her so shock and mad she decided to make roumors about me when we transfered to middle school? Regardless thankfully most kids from my school go to a different high school than me so GOOD FUCKING RIDDANCE.)


Most of us, ESPECIALLY when young, we usually express ourselves and are taught to be unique and express ourself, and accept other people regardless of their opinions, beliefs, interests, etc, but I guess at my school, people dont like it when other people are cringy and being theirselves, I guess I didnt catch the memo since I do remember getting bullied for a few of my interests, situations, and stuff I couldnt control, humor, etc, and sure Ill admit I was annoying and more inmature than other kids in my class, BUT CMON I WAS LIKE, WHAT? 10? (Or whatever age you are when you enter middle school) NO SHIT IMMA BE A ANNOYING INMATURE FUCK, This makes it hard for me to actually express myself to others now and I got REAL BAD TRUST ISSUES NOW, the amount of personalities I had to make over the years is so wild and much I think I lowk js forgot who I was, anyways fuck you guys (Not the ones on this site reading this but yk)


So a friend I had since elementry who his mom and my mom were pretty close, but since my mom apparently doesntr know what privacy is she yapped to my friend's mom about PERSONAL SHIT, and my friend (Or so I thought) INSTEAD OF BEING A GOOD FRIEND (NOT EVEN A GOOD FREIND JUST HAVING BASIC MORALS) JUST SPILLED MY SECRECTS OUT, HE EVEN TOLD MY EX CRUSHES THAT I HAD A CRUSH ON THEM, WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK, vro this still goes on TIL THIS DAY, I reallly hope they move or someshit so my mom doesnt talk to the other mom or my old friend cant spill my secrects anymore, this is also why I find my privacy very important and dont tell my parents ANYTHING, also why I have trust issues


I can do more yapping but I also wanna do the other grades, dw I will update this so all my expirences are written, or typed out or wtv.

7th Grade:

I honestly dont wanna talk about this, Ill come back and update this when I have the strength to do so, just kmow it was good till maybe late mid to late 7th

8th Grade

HOLY FUCK, when I first went into my homeroom first day on 8th grade I geuinely wanted to kill myself when I saw MOST OF MY HATERS IN THAT HOMEROOM, NOT JUST HOMEROOM BUT IN BASICALLY SLL MY CLASSES, HOLY FUCK HOLY FUCK HOLY FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK, This year is a mix of thee worst and the best, I had many good and bad moments, nothing TOOOOO eventful has happened in this current year and the year before that, although obivously there are some situations I think are worth a mention Im lowk tired after yapping so much in the 6th Grade section, Ill obviously come back to add more stuff and detail but for now, this will have to do